KarlaDeJose

NLE 2008 Board Passers

2009-02-19T23:21:00.000-08:00

Congratz to my BestFriend!!

Chasing Pavements - Adele

2009-02-17T05:58:00.000-08:00

- Adele Lyrics

New Look

2009-02-15T06:04:00.000-08:00

www.phcliquetribe.tk

i <3 u

2009-02-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hi guys!!!
wazzap wazzap? hehe
miss everyone..
just busy with other stuff,
i took a time off playing to greet everyday a happy hearts day!
dont wanna miss this event.. hehe

anyways, i still got tons of pics to upload and edit.
ill be back to work pretty soon, took exam for a different account.
>.<

ohh. i wanna say thank you to those who 's my stuff! thanks guys..

i you all!

have a blast!

February 2009 Desktop

2009-02-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

Sto. Nino Church

2009-02-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla Tiffin M. De Jose

Ops!

2009-02-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

Look At Me

2009-01-27T03:00:00.000-08:00

"My Destiny Char with Pound"

Finally! I got to buy the dress I wanted for weeks now.. Look at me? so pretty huh? Thanks to Pound for sharing the expense with me.. hehe

Fireworks Sinulog 2009

2009-01-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

"Fireworks at Ayala Cebu during Sinulog 2009"
Photographed by: Karla Tiffin De Jose

PH Clique Tribe

2009-01-15T01:03:00.000-08:00

I have been soo busy lately with a website that im currently working on, and thanks to Freewebs.com it made my life a whole lot easier. Anyways, as you all know i am currently hook up with an online game named Destiny Online (previously called LGP Online) and a day ago i founded a Tribe named PH Clique for filipino players.

www.phcliquetribe.webs.com

I so loved organizing things and i so love the feeling of being busy. (lols) Anyways, above is the screenshot of the website.

"our first meeting"

Touch Of Pink

2009-01-13T06:37:00.000-08:00

Photographed by:Karla Tiffin De Jose

The Story Behind...

2009-01-10T05:19:00.000-08:00

"The Story Behind A Cup of Coffee"
Photographed by: Karla Tiffin De Jose

The Giant Trees

2009-01-08T00:11:00.000-08:00

"SM Cebu North Wing during the holidays"
Photographed by: Karla Tiffin De Jose

January '09 Desktop

2009-01-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

My January '09 Desktop

My CAD Player

My Dock Icons

Holidays Are Long Gone

2009-01-04T08:02:00.000-08:00

So all the non stop eating, watching tv, and fireworks are long gone! Holiday break is officially over, by tomorrow normal people will be busy with work and school again. It was a long holiday, I heard some people was even worried about the 5 days holiday for new year! why would they? well, they have their reasons and I have mine! hehe

For five days, i got the chance to be super duper lazy! well, im always lazy.. haha Over the holidays i got to showcase my ala cooking stuff, mostly spaghetti and salads since those are my specialties. I received a sms from a friend early this morning about asking ourselves how much we weigh after all the eating the past few days. I gotta say, i ate alot! tons of food, from christmas to papa's birthday then yaya's and mine and not to mention new year, imagine all the eating I had to do back then? That sms made me think. So i thought, since I never had any New Years resolution maybe it would be nice to have one this year. I have to admit Im not getting any younger so by tomorrow (monday) i will wake up early like 6am to do some exercise especially tredmill so that i can put it into use, and eat less! LESS! and i will apply into cooking classes with friends, im getting the hang of cooking and main reason is, i dont know how to cook at all! fry yah! hehe and im gonna start drinking tea instead of cola's and eat fruits and avoid junkfoods. By next semester i wanna enroll myself and get back with my studies too since Im to lazy to earn money might as well continue my studie where i left off.

I wanted all this changes, because I wanna do it for someone. I met this guy, and his pretty nice. I'd love to think his my prince in a white horse and rescue me from what I've become. Hopefully he'll accept me for who I am. I always remind him that I am not the sexiest girl on earth not even close and I dont look good compared to his Ex's but Im gonna do my best to work things out with him. Thou, sometimes Im scared because "its too good to be true" having him is such a convenience for me and that his willing to do everything for me yet I tend to hold back, just scared that i might find myself falling again expecting him to be there to catch me. Im getting the hang of having him around day and night yet a piece of me still holds on how much I could love this guy. You know what he does everyday, he'd text me after he wakes up, he'd call me, and check all my updates with my blog and deviantART account. His my number 1 fan and I love everytime he praise and compliments my work. I hope, we work things out. I really do.

Iq Test

2009-01-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

Year End Updates

2008-12-31T06:22:00.000-08:00

Main Account in Friendster

Second Account in Friendster

LGP Character on Her Donkey and New Years Outfit

LGP Character Stats

My DeviantART Account

My Tagged Account

My Facebook Account

Something Yellow

2008-12-30T08:26:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

And So Im 22

2008-12-29T16:01:00.000-08:00

^{Happy New Year Guys!!!}

^{i was supposedly post a blog entry yesterday to tell you guys what happened on my birthday last 28th however i forgot to do so.}

^{well anyways, i had soo much fun! 5 of my friends came including my bestfriend that i love so much (thanks clar) after dinner, we talk talk and talk some more. me and my bestfriend havent seen each other for a year, last time we got to hang out was my birthday last year so thats a whole year and we got sooo much to talk about and lit, lady, tata and tan came too. after all the talking we did some (karaoke) i had the best laugh will all our song choices.. haha i really had fun, whenever this people is around i know for sure i'll have a great time! so really wanna thanks my friend for making another memorable bday!}

^{i too would like to thank people on #talkpinoy and deviantART who never forgot to greet me! thanks guys..}

Funny Videos

2008-12-27T05:02:00.000-08:00

Laundry Day

Funny Man Race With Rabbit

Im So Not Getting Any Younger

2008-12-27T00:33:00.000-08:00

^{"Im So Not Getting Any Younger"

im turning 22 tomorrow, made me realize i have a few achievements to brag about. lols
so i decided by next year since i dont know how to cook,il take up cooking/baking classes.. then by june il continue with my studies.

and i really dont know what to do tomorrow, for the first time i just wanna do nothing. worry about nothing. i guess, il just do some karaoke alone in my room! haha i never had time to plan it with my friends or invited them.

. . . come what may! lols}

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T02:30:00.000-08:00

Holiday Rush

2008-12-24T02:28:00.000-08:00

December for me is the busiest month of the year!
aside from christmas, we have 4 celebrations.

Well, this is "SOME" of my december schedule:

21st - Shopping galore for xmas gifts
22nd - Prepare for family owned business xmas party (w/c made me busy the past few days because of preparing the xmas decorations)
23rd - Christmas Party
24th - Family Christmas Party
25th - Christmas day (mom, promise to spend an overnight stay - out of town)
26th - Papa's Bday
27th - Yaya's Bday
28th - MINE? lols

So pretty much thats my schedule for the rest of the day.

hehe

AND i would like to take this opportunity to greet all my friends here in DeviantART..
Talkpinoy, PHClique Room/Group, GrupongLIPAD.
EVERYONE!!!!

Esp. to my avid watchers..

I thank you all for your kind words with my work. VERY MUCH appreciated.

MAY ALL OF US HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND A SAFE NEW YEAR!

I Wanna Let You Know Another Secret

2008-12-18T04:46:00.000-08:00

Chloe said to Clark
" i wna let u knw anodr scret,im nt hu u think i am,im d grl of ur drims mascarading as ur bstfren..i may nt b d 1 u lov 2day,bt il let u go 4 nw hoping 1 day ul find ur way bck 2 me bcs i think ur worth da wait.."

Video Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADEwfdbxN7Y

Christmas Is Just Around The Corner

2008-12-15T07:41:00.000-08:00

"My Door"

"Living Room/Dining Area"

"Living Room / Exercise Area / DiningRoom"

Disco Lights

2008-12-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

Got myself a new Disco Lights that actually moves! haha

Frosty

2008-12-12T01:21:00.000-08:00

"my first try with digital art"

LGP Online

2008-12-08T04:31:00.000-08:00

Well, since everyone is buzzing about Pacman won the boxing against Dela Hoya i'll be blogging about something else, i will introduce a new online game (level up game) i just got addicted to, its LGP or Legend of Golden Plume. Its a very nice game i should say, i would rate the game 9 thumbsup.

Things I LOVE about the game is:
* You can have pets, that helps you kill monsters.
* Its so easy to level up, for 2 days im running level 31.
* Quest are so easy, with auto tracking to your quest.
* People are so friendly!
* & the chars are really cute!

Anyways, these are few of the screenshots i took while playing.

Teaming up with XU with our pets.

I received as a reward on my quest "Elephant Ride"

Picture Perfect

2008-12-05T06:14:00.000-08:00

Photographed and Edited by: Karla De Jose

December Desktop

2008-12-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

First of December

2008-12-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

So its the first day of December!! XMAS is just around the corner for all we know.. hehe
and MY BDAY! weeee

Anyways, i wanted to tell you guys how my first of December day went.

I slept soooo late! around 3:00 in the morning, i was chatting with someone on YM, this guy is soooo intresting when mom turned the internet off so i have to sneak out to turn it back on and hoping he was still online, unfortunately he wasnt. tsk! but thats okay. were chatting now! hehe

Then around 11:00 am, i w0ke up and the whole afternoon i got to help cleaning the entire house, eveyone was there to help. Now my room feels sooo fresh and it smells great! hihi

AND!!! DA CHAT got some sort of problem, i got this sooo long error everytime i try to get in a chatroom. Thankfully it was resolved after waiting half a day.

Then, buzz me over ym and told to look out to the sky and he told me that ill be able to see a smiley face on the sky which i did! it was very amazing, the moon was the lips and the two stars (planet venus and jupiter) were the eyes! and it was said that it'll only happen again on 2032!

So thats pretty much how my day went on the first of december!

* A CLeAnED rOom
* A sMiLe in The SKy
* aNd a haPpy

HOW 'BOUT U GUYS! How did you spend your first of December?

FriendsterFeatured 113008

2008-11-30T05:00:00.000-08:00

Desktop Screenshot

Featured Art

Music

Bambu Spliff

LYRiCS

Hey girl I want to be your lover
My hearthis for you I will surrender
O please give me a chance to love you girl
Yeahh common

You know what
Never felt so sure like this before
My love for you keeps growing more and more
O baby I cant resist your charms

I just want to love you
And I want to show you that the magic that we have is true
O girl you are my sunshine im lucky that you are mine
You always make me feel so fine
Its in your eyes the love that’s meant for me and I can see it clearly now
Its in your smile the beauty of life that you have given me

Loving on the sweet things on
You have done for me
You never made me feel alone
But you’re a blessing from above
Cause with you I feel so loved
You’re my dream come true
That’s why I want to spend my life with you

Hey girl I want to be your soldier
Protect you from many kinds of danger
O baby I will risk my life for you yeah
Want you to be the king of my castle
Be there for me in every battle
You know we won’t lose a fight if you’re here with me
Hear me say now!

When It Blooms

2008-11-29T05:57:00.000-08:00

photographed and edited by: Karla Tiffin De Jose

My little sister bought this for my lola's birthday yesterday, and it was so pretty. so i decided to take a picture.

Edited using photoshop cs2, to have a vintage look and this is my first try editing using this side by side technique..

Hope you guys like it!!

How's Yours?

2008-11-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

It started yesterday when yaya told me to make some decorations "palamuti" to put outsite our compound for the procession. So whole afternoon i got busy making some banners and bandiritas to decorate outside, from 12pm-7pm.. no one was around to help me since my little sister having a class.

So today, i woke up like 8 o'clock in the morning then the balloons was already delivered so we put the decorations.. and i was the one left to guard the decorations, cos kids might play with it. The sched for the procession was 11am, and it arrived past 1pm.. i was soo excited, its was the procession of the Virgin Mary from Simala Church which we are a devotee. I'll be posting the pics of the procession on the following days..

And after the procession, I help out for my lola's bday, she turned 67 today. Just a simple dinner with the whole family and close friends. And i just finished eating a glass of fruit salad. and i am sooo full! haha

So thats how my day went, how's yours?

Lost Now Found

2008-11-25T08:00:00.000-08:00

My lost turtle was found yesterday. Probably she went out to get wet, it was raining hard when yaya saw her near pipes. After 4 days without food, it was a miracle "tortiee" (name of my pet turtle) is alive and well.

I so remember my said spoke these words: "salamat sa uwan" means thanks to the rain...
Thanks indeed!

Featured on DeviantART News

2008-11-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

I think yesterday was my lucky day, aside from winning 's kiriban, 3 of my Deviations was featured on DA News by . . This is the first time i got featured on DA news and i am so thankful that ~ValterK saw the beauty on my artworks. .

So i guess, i can call myself an artist now? thou i am still wishing that Santa will buy me a nice cam this xmas! hihi (hope my Mama read this)

Again, thank you to ~ValterK for the featured!!

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^{PH Clique Room}

^{Cebuano Artist}

^{YM Buddies}

^Groups:

The Mist

2008-11-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

Overview

Director:Frank Darabont

Writers (WGA):Frank Darabont (screenplay) Stephen King (novel)

Release Date:6 February 2008 (Philippines)

Genre:Drama | Horror | Sci-Fi | Thriller

This movie is not featured because i like it, but because i hate this movie BiG TiME!

The Mist, the movie at first was great but "things" in the mist was i think funny..the killing tentacles the giant mosquitos and the not to mention the dino birdie thingy.. and also, i hate one of the characters in that movie the girl who preach God and made everyone believe that it was God's doings.. im glad she got killed! and i the old lady in that movie the one who threw a can of bean's to crazy lady! haha

So so.. i was so excited that the main characters got out the grocery store and i was really hoping they'd be saved.. but unfortunately they ran out of fuel and decided to commit suicide, they only have 4 round left, so the main character of the story shot his son, the teacher, the 2 old people.. out of hope, he went out to be eaten by the so called monster but unfortunately to his dismay HELP was there.. it was the military together with the other people who got saved from the monsters... HATE THE ENDING!!

7000 PageViews

2008-11-19T08:08:00.003-08:00

Apple of My Eye

2008-11-18T06:48:00.000-08:00

photographed & edited by: Karla De Jose

I have always wanted to do something like this and finally last night i crossed out one of the things on my list. A friend from deviantART helped me on this one, she's the one who gave me all the links for the tutorials and this one is easy. "a bit" haha! Edited using my photoshop cs2.

Hope you like it guys! More pictures are posted on my http://kalay86.deviantart.com/

Zeitgeist

2008-11-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

I am no activist or whatsoever, how ever the movie did catch my attention and i have to agree it has a point. Zeitgeist is a documentary base on a conspiracy about religion, politics etc. I just done watching it awhile ago after a friend recommended the movie to me. I am not telling you that i want you guys to believe in this movie/documentary however i would like to share it with you guys and see how you'd react in some of the facts this movie stated.

Just wanna stretch it out, I am still a believer of God. I still have great faith in him & without doubt I know for a fact that he does exist, however about politics especially about the part of 9/11 it really made me doubt about how our politics runs. I will let you judge if these facts are true or not.

Movie Parts:

ZEITGEIST, The Movie - Part 1 : "The Greatest Story Ever Told"
ZEITGEIST, The Movie - Part 2 : "All The World's A Stage"
ZEITGEIST, The Movie - Part 3 : "Don't mind the men behind the curtain"

Zeitgeist Website: http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

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2008-11-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

I'm Featured

2008-11-14T03:56:00.000-08:00

starting today i am featured on journal for a week!
and im very thankful because this will help alot!
thanks you sooooo much to

C-Hass journal: http://c-hass.deviantart.com/journal/21472681/

^{Cebuano Artist}

^{YM Buddies}

Fourd Weddings And A Funeral

2008-11-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

^{Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one:
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods:
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

W.H.Auden
XX ~ The Collected Poetry of W. H. Auden 1945}

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^{PH Clique Room}

^{Cebuano Artist}

^{YM Buddies}

The Space Between

2008-11-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

I Need Your Help

2008-11-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

I will be featured on journal as a return of catching the number's of views on his page (39,999 pageviews) and the featured will for a week. His asking me to select from my deviations on which he needs for the thumbs and Im having a hard time choosing from which deviations. I wanted something eye catching and nice that would make the viewers click on the thumb pictures.

I need your help guess of choosing which deviations i should submit to C-Hass, im asking anyone who have the time to browse through my gallery and please give 3 deviations that you think is worth viewing.

PLS? anyone..
I would really appreciate it..

YOUR OPINION MATTERS TO ME ALOT!

thanks!

My Gallery: http://kalay86.deviantart.com/gallery/

Shall We?

2008-11-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

I attended a wedding early this evening, it was the wedding of my mom's cousin tita gemma..
and this is one of the shots i took during the ceremony..

tita gemma and her 3 years old baby cheska..

venue: White Sands Resort - Lapulapu City

Dreamy Effect

2008-11-07T05:52:00.001-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

110608

2008-11-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

The First Black President

2008-11-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

The first black President of United States

I'm glad Obama won!!

WASHINGTON – His name etched in history as America's first black president, Barack Obama turned from the jubilation of victory to the sobering challenge of leading a nation worried about economic crisis, two unfinished wars and global uncertainty.

election map

"The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep," Obama cautioned.

Source: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/election_rdp

My November Desktop

2008-11-04T05:43:00.000-08:00

Wanna Go Sailing?

2008-11-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

Moss

2008-11-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

Month To Date Stats

2008-11-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

^{Gallery Stats for kalay86

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kalay86 has 6,054 pageviews total and her 435 deviations were viewed 10,298 times. She watches 145 people, while 78 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 1,078 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 354 times, while she commented 2,088 times, making about 7.34 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 19 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is First Of August with 50 comments, while her most favourited one is Thanks For The Memories, with 7 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is July Desktop with 166 views.

3 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 0.6 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Friday, with 102 (23%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was July 2008 with 112 (26%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the photography gallery (369), while her favourite category was nature>sky with 69 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 2.47
Favourites per deviation: 0.81
Views per deviation: 23.67
Comments per day: 3.79
Favourites per day: 1.24
Views per day: 36.23
Pageviews per day: 21.3}

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Happy Halloween!

2008-10-31T03:05:00.000-07:00

6,000 Pageviews

2008-10-30T03:45:00.000-07:00

Find Your Roots

2008-10-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

Photographed by: Karla De Jose

Halloween Desktop Theme

2008-10-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

Sailing

2008-10-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

photographed by : Karla De Jose

Sunrise In Carmen

2008-10-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

photographed by: Karla De Jose

i went on a lil vacay in Carmen Cebu which is like 5 municipalities away from the city, got invited in a private resort of a friends classmate. so we spent the night there, just 7 of us. it was fun but the travel to get there is ohhh so tiring but worth it when we got there.the resort is good, very nice. we arrived there around 8pm and had our dinner around 9pm or so and when out for a little swim and i slept around 2am. my head aches alot, dunno why. so when i got up, i missed sunrise. tsk tsk but i have a lota good shots, i believe! hehe ill be posting them in a short while. ill keep you posted! hehe

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2008-10-24T03:42:00.001-07:00

Blame It On Her

2008-10-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

photographed by: Karla De Jose

dont you ever get it?
i never ever cheated,
i never ever lied so u can stop asking,
askin me why..
& why i never left u
& why i kept it real
& wy im still w/u..
u should've kn0wn better!

Sunshine - Bambu Spliff

2008-10-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

Bambu Spliff
website: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=58453514

LYRiCS

First Stanza:
Hey girl I want to be your lover
My hearthis for you I will surrender
O please give me a chance to love you girl
Yeahh common

You know what
Never felt so sure like this before
My love for you keeps growing more and more
O baby I cant resist your charms

Refrain:
I just want to love you
And I want to show you that the magic that we have is true
O girl you are my sunshine im lucky that you are mine
You always make me feel so fine
Its in your eyes the love that’s meant for me and I can see it clearly now
Its in your smile the beauty of life that you have given me

Chorus:
Loving on the sweet things on
You have done for me
You never made me feel alone
But you’re a blessing from above
Cause with you I feel so loved
You’re my dream come true
That’s why I want to spend my life with you

Second Stanza:
Hey girl I want to be your soldier
Protect you from many kinds of danger
O baby I will risk my life for you yeah
Want you to be the king of my castle
Be there for me in every battle
You know we won’t lose a fight if you’re here with me
Hear me say now!

[Repeat Refrain & Chorus]

Its in your eyes the love that’s meant for me and I can see it clearly now
Its in your smile the beauty of life that you have given me

[Repeat Chorus]

Odd Thomas

2008-10-21T09:57:00.000-07:00

its past 12 midnight and i was planning on sleeping early however after what happened i decided to turn my computer back on and write how i am feeling right now. we had another big fight, unfortunately. and it ended up again hanging the phone down feeling so disappointed, everytime he hangs up the phone to let the heat cool down i always hope that no matter how late it is that he'd call me back and say can we work things out? but sad to say, he never did that for me. From one fight to another i always tried to extend efforts to work things up, i even tried throwing some hints for him to realize that this is just one of our senseless arguement. he failed to see those efforts and when he says lets talk some other time its gonna happen. so more often im the one who gives in and give some extra effort to patch things up. im scared to accept the fact that i am sad. after he put the phone down i still hold on to it hoping that he'd pick it up and talk. but after clinging to it for minutes and hearing the beeping sound it made me realize how silly of me to hold on to something i know will never work. i do not blame him for whatever sadness it is im feeling right now, i am the one who put myself in this situation and i am the one who wanted to wait for the right time to be together. he worry too much about what will happen in the future than working things out for the present. i remember once he said, his scared to invest to much emotion, time and effort not knowing what will happen to our future, i in the other hand was trying all my best for the present to work. i know i put him in an odd situation where we dont get to see each other, i told him my reasons and i really thought he understand. probably his not up to it, or it was too much for him to bare that his loving someone he cant get to see whenever he pleases. i admire how he can leave thing as it is, i admire how he can just let thing pass and to left things unsaid. for now, i just dont have the guts to ignore him, to ignore how i feel and how he might react. again, i found myself in the edge of the cliff ready to fall wishing i'd hit rock bottom so i could stop this loneliness and feel a little numb just enough to help me get through the night without feeling sorry for myself that i again is broken.

iRie

2008-10-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

photographed by: Karla De Jose

October Desktop

2008-10-20T04:40:00.001-07:00

Best Foot Forward

2008-10-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

photographed & edited by: Karla De Jose

Pink Rose

2008-10-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

photographed by: Karla De Jose

History and Meaning of Pink Roses

Primary Significance: Love, Gratitude, Appreciation

Pink roses have a rich history that comes with being one of the longest existing roses known to us - in fact, pink roses have even been depicted in some of the earliest known pieces of art. When roses first began to be cultivated, the majority of them existed in various shades of pink, from the palest pink to the deepest crimson. Prior to that, pink roses were the dominant species among wild roses, and were likely among the earliest roses to evolve.

In time, discoveries of new rose species and the development of modern hybridization techniques would introduce many new colors of roses. Also introduced at this time were roses with the ability to bloom repeatedly throughout the year. This was a significant development, as earlier garden roses would typically only bloom once a year. As more colors and types of roses entered the palette, each began to take on their own meanings. So too, did the meaning of the pink rose become more refined.

Above all, roses are a symbol for love and gratitude. As the pink rose was the most prevalent among the old garden roses, it was most strongly associated with these sentiments. While different roses may have more specific meanings, these are still the underlying message of any color rose. Pink roses also now carry a connotation of grace and elegance, as well as sweetness and poetic romance. Different shades of pink also carry their own significance. Dark pink roses are symbolic of gratitude and appreciation, and are a traditional way to send a message of thanks. Light pink roses are associated with gentleness and admiration, and can also be used as an expression of sympathy.

With the many ways in which they can be used to express a range of meanings, pink roses continue to maintain their popularity. The beautiful appearance and fragrance so strongly associated with roses in general, as well as their symbolic importance, can be traced back to the pink rose. While much has changed over the years, pink roses have consistently held their place of prominence in the world of flowers. Today, pink roses enjoy their own unique position representing elegance and refinement, as well as communicating thanks and admiration. The recipient of an arrangement of pink roses is sure to feel appreciated and special.

Resources: http://www.proflowers.com/flowerguide/rosemeanings/pinkrose-meanings.aspx

Untitled

2008-10-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

October 17, 2008 around 11 in the evening he decided to give up. Was i too much? Or was it something I wanted all along? I'm not sure. But one thing I do know when he said he gave up. I was sad. It's not because I'd end up alone, it's not the memories but the thought that I'm losing him. Simple as that. I don't wanna complicate things, especially I don't wanna complicate my feelings nor his. I admit, that I haven't been nice to him that sometimes I drag him crazy and it made me happy. But just so "you" know, I did those things not for you to hate me nor give up on me but just to see how important I am to you. I apologize If you misunderstood my actions and that I am sorry.

To prove to you that I do care, here's our story.

So it started last September 1st, I got bored and I went online over MiRC to find someone I can spend my sleepless nights with so this guy sent a private msg and wanted to do the lame "lets get to know each other" kinda thing, so out of boredom I answered his questions vice versa and I decided to hop in bed to sleep I sent him a "away" msg to basically add more views on my DeviantART account and he caught my attention when he said nice things about my shots and he knows what DeviantART is. I remember telling him that chatting bores me a lot and if he mind if we just talk over the phone, at first he was having hesitations to have a conversation over the phone and so I said goodnight. Then I got a msg from him again with his phone number, but befored I called him I remember asking If his got at english and he said yes. In my mind I was so glad to be able to find someone with the same interest. So i gave him a call and we end up talking 'til morning.

The next day I received a msg over ym from him and I honestly ignored it. What I had in mind was, it was the "one night thing.." that after we talk, I wont keep intouch. Just to avoid attachments. But he never gave up, finally I got pissed off and decided to reply to one of his msgs.

---
leodanrastafari: so why were you not saying anything when i buzz you the ohter day?
Kalay: i think
Kalay: i was already sleeping
leodanrastafari: are you sure about that?
leodanrastafari: so why not even a single reply when you woke up?
leodanrastafari: just to let me know if you still wanna talk at all?
Kalay: sorry
Kalay: i dont think
Kalay: i owe u
Kalay: any explanation
Kalay: and i soo hate
Kalay: wen people think i owe them one
leodanrastafari: its not a matter of being owing one from me
leodanrastafari: i just hate it when people ignore you like as if you did them the worses thing!
leodanrastafari: as ive recalled i havent done nothing
leodanrastafari: do you still hate me over there? for making you think that you owe me one?
Kalay: yah
Kalay: mayb we can hate each other
leodanrastafari: no dont be that way
leodanrastafari: im sorry if im the cause the problem now
leodanrastafari: so peace?
leodanrastafari: pls dnt hate me
leodanrastafari: i dnt want us to hate each other
leodanrastafari: i still wanna talk to you if u would allow
Kalay: im sorry
Kalay: i dont wanna talk to you anymore
leodanrastafari: so like i was just a nothing for you?
Kalay: do i make myself understood
Kalay: or do i have to explain to you why?
---
It ended up well, So we talk about everything under the sun. Up until today when I finally got into his nerves and he decided to give up on me.

[soBs]

Funny Pictures

2008-10-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

I got this pictures sent to me through email and its soooo funny! i laughed my heart out!

"Welcome for Coming"

"Sports & Hobbits"

"Please keep chair on position & Keep table cleaned after dying
Thanks for your corporation"

"Free toilet paper please treasure the use"

"Bump The Head Care Sully"

"Meet Products"

"Be In Troubel. Please Call 110!"

"Don't press the glass to get hurt"

"Personal Data Breaker"

"Bottled Water"

"Press up to go UP - Press down to go DOWN"

"Harsh Brown"

"Having Fun Prohibited"

"Please do not disturb me"

"This is not a toy and should be kept away from children
- Made in China"

"Take the child fall into water carefull"

"Trim the Foot"

" ??? "

"Please Push Out For Exist"

"Building asks a smoked visitor in the outside
smoking section that you cannot smoke in"

Simala

2008-10-14T08:12:00.001-07:00

Simala Church photographed by: KarlaDeJose

Just about an hour and a half ride from Cebu is a shrine famous for the miraculous image of the Virgin Mary, which is under the responsibility of the Marian Monks of the Eucharistic Adoration.

The shrine is located in upper Lindogon, Simala, Sibonga, south of Cebu. A multitude of devotees and pilgrims visit the shrine every thirteenth of the month to join in Eucharistic celebrations.

To get to the shrine from Cebu, one can get on a private car or a v-hire that will take you directly to Simala. There are also public buses that run the south Cebu route. When taking these public transportations, one has yet to ride a motorcycle dubbed the “habal-habal” to get to Upper Lindogon.

The Simala church is a statuesque structure and the area surrounding it is beautifully landscaped, with miniature waterfalls, picturesque gardens, homey cottages, and a wishing well.

The church interior is still a work in progress but the aura of solemnity can already be intensely felt. Numerous devotees line up to to either send their petitions to the glass-encased image of the Miraculous Virgin Mary or to touch the veil she was said to wear during the famous healing phenomenon. While on queue, one can read through petitions and thank you notes, and even behold mementos of gratitude sent in by healed devotees, in cabinets lined up along the paths. For those who are not up for long queues, they can pray on the pews or light some colored candles to send their petitions.

Aside from a light heart, one other thing visitors can bring home from Simala is a prayer card with a rose petal from the Marian monks.

RESOURCES: http://johnvill.com/miraculous-mary-in-simala-cebu-city/

Cardcaptor Sakura

2008-10-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

Cardcaptor Sakura

This is Sakura Kinomoto, i am soooo addicted to this anime right now i actually bought a dvd of the entire episode. Everyday at work i never miss a episode which i watch using my phone. I love the funny scene and the fighting scene. So here, Cardcaptor Sakura is my featured anime.

MORE INFORMATION

Cardcaptor Sakura (カードキャプターさくら, Kādokyaputā Sakura?), also known as Card Captor Sakura (with the space) and often abbreviated as CCS, is a magical girl manga series from the well-known all-female artist team CLAMP. Cardcaptor Sakura is published in Japan by Kodansha and was serialized in Nakayoshi. The series consists of twelve volumes. The manga is well-known for its emphasis on the shōjo genre of the series; nearly every page has detailed flowers, bubbles, or sparkles around the main characters. It won the noted Seiun Award for best manga in 2001.
The anime television series (1998-2000) based on the manga consists of 70 half-hour episodes (spread over three seasons), two theatrically released movies, and several specials. The second season of TV series won the Animage Anime Grand Prix prize in 1999. Nelvana produced an English dub of the anime series, titled Cardcaptors, which aired in English-speaking countries.[1] An unedited English translation, bearing the original title, Cardcaptor Sakura, was broadcast in its English-language networks by the anime television network Animax. Cardcaptor Sakura has also been released in North America (but not the UK or Australia) on unedited and subtitled DVDs under its original title.
Several characters from Cardcaptor Sakura are reworked for use in another Clamp series, Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle. These characters share similar appearances and traits to their Cardcaptor Sakura inspirations, but they are not the same characters, rather alternate universe versions.

Resources: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cardcaptor_Sakura

5,555 Page Views

2008-10-12T08:30:00.001-07:00

You're In Love

2008-10-11T03:38:00.000-07:00

You're In Love by Wilson Phillips

Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.

And now i see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And i'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

Chorus:
Aah, my love, aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'cause i want you to be happy
You're in love
And i know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now i'll let you go
'cause i know
That you're in love

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh i could have died.

But now i see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And i'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

(chorus)

I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... ooh, you're in love

Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now i'll let you go
'cause i know
That you're in love

Fade

Roses Are Red

2008-10-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

http://kalay86.deviantart.com/

Sunset - SKY

2008-10-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

PoxNora

2008-10-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! today im gonna feature an online multiplayer game that runs usings Java, well honestly i havent played the game im still in the process of downloading the software and im actually checking the information of the game on their site and i find it quite interesting .. so here!Im introducing the game to you.

Hope you like the game too! By the way if you wanna play or fight with me my username is kalay86 .. Goodluck!

More Information:

Paxnora site: http://www.poxnora.com/

PoxNora: Battlefield of the Immortals is a multiplayer online game that combines a collectible card game with a turn-based strategy game. PoxNora was originally launched via Java Web Start through a browser and can be played on Microsoft Windows, Mac OS X, and Linux. The game is free to play with "Sample Battlegroups" and players can purchase additional game pieces, called "runes", and build their own strategies. The game currently includes more than 500 runes.

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PoxNora

iNBOX

2008-10-06T21:39:00.000-07:00

Light Drive Music

2008-10-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

This is how my room looks on a Sunday night

I lurve spending my sunday night listening to Light Drive ( mushy ) tracks. I usually leave the light off and turn my lamp on, i lurve it when i only have a dim light and i just sit in bed check for sms. So thats how i usually spend my Sunday night, how about you guys??

Oh! and by the way these are some of the songs i listen to, might as well share it with you guys!

112 - Crazy Over You
Allure - All Cried Out
Babyface - What If
Blackstreet - In A Rush
Blaque - Right Next To Me
Boyz II Men - Oh Well
Dakota Moon - A Promise I Make
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You Faith
Evans - Never Gonna Let You Go
Frankie J - Dont Wanna Try

Frankie J - How To Deal
Garth Brooks - Lost In You
Immature - I Will Never Lie Again
Janet Jackson - Again
Javier - If I Ever Get To Heaven
Joe - Another Used To Be
Joe - If I Was Your Man
Katalina - You'll Be My Future
Katie Melua - Just Like Heaven
KC & Jojo - Crazy

KC & Jojo - Lately
KC & Jojo - Tell Me Its Real
Keisha Cole- I Remember
Laura Pausini - Loneliness
Little Bit - Forget About Me
Marc Dorsey - I Crave
Marcos Hernandez - If You Were Mine
Mario Vazquez - Gallery
Marques Houston - Sunset
Monica - You Should've Known Better

Norah Jones - Those Sweet Words
Simply Red - So Not Over You
Sisqo - Incomplete
Tamia - If I Were You
TLC - I Miss You So Much
Toni Braxton feat. Babyface - How Could An Angel Break My Heart
Tweet - Smoking Cigarettes
Usher - Can You Help Me
Usher - Separated
Voices of Theory - Say It

Facebook

2008-10-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

So i was watching TV the other day and they were talking about Facebook and so i got curious and i went in and check it on the internet and i saw that its just like Friendster where you could actually create a profile and add friends thou the only difference is instead of create designs on your page its more informational. You cant put CSS designs or codes on your profile on Facebook but you could share links, thoughts, comments and upload pictures.

So to those who's intrested about Facebook just read further.. ayt?

Facebook is a social networking website launched on February 4, 2004.^[1] The free-access website is privately owned and operated by Facebook, Inc. Users can join networks organized by city, workplace, school, and region to connect and interact with other people. People can also add friends and send them messages, and update their personal profile to notify friends about themselves. The website's name refers to the paper facebooks depicting members of a campu that some community US colleges and preparatory schools give to incoming students, faculty, and staff as a way to get to know other people on campus.

Mark Zuckerberg founded Facebook while he was a student at Harvard University.^[4] Website membership was initially limited to Harvard students, but was expanded to other colleges in the Ivy League. It later expanded further to include any university student, then high school students, and, finally, to anyone aged 13 and over. The website currently has more than 100 million active users worldwide.^[5]

Facebook has met with some controversy over the past few years. It has been blocked intermittently in several countries including Syria^[6] and Iran.^[7] It has also been banned at many places of work to increase productivity.^[8] Privacy has also been an issue, and it has been compromised several times. It is also facing several lawsuits from a number of Zuckerberg's former classmates, who claim that Facebook had stolen their source code and other intellectual property.

SOURCE: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Facebook

iCat

2008-10-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

Girl On Pedestal

2008-10-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

So i finally found this again! was browsing my first blog site.. its a really nice story! its quite long but worth it!

Saturday, March 18th, 2006
Credit To: Tristan Cafe

From one fight to another, from one kind deed to
another, I always found a reason to stay — and to
keep on believing. But now after the last few drops of
tears have dried, I have finally found my place. Out
of his life.
I’ve always tried to help friends get
through their romantic dilemmas by asking them, "Is it
worth it?" Now I am haunted by the same question and
my very active mind can come up with only two words:
IT WAS. I’ve come to terms with the fact that this is
my stop. This is where I get off. This is when I cut
the rope.
I will always have very fond memories of
Ryan, and the man he almost was. I can recall the few
big fights and the not-so-interesting disputes we had,
but I choose to remember with a smile the four years
we were close to each other.
There was always a reason to keep the
relationship, the friendship that forever was just
that, friendship. There was more than one attempt to
take it to another level, but always I found myself
where I had left off: the girlfriend substitute, the
meantime girl. Always almost, but not quite.
Now I find myself running out of reasons. I
have come face to face with the reality that he was
never the best friend that I was to him all along. It
was just a label, a term I could use to describe what
he was to me and what we had for each other. I wanted
more. And it took me this long to finally realize that
I could not have what I wanted. Not with Ryan. So
what’s the point of settling for mere friendship?
I always advise my friends, "Know what you
want and stick to it." I have always known what I
wanted, but unfortunately, he didn’t want me the same
way.
Once again, I am going trough this tug-of-war over
what I want and what I deserve, and I know I deserve
more. After my true feelings surfaced, I began to
acknowledge the fact that I was fixated on his looks.
The rest was just part of the illusion I had created
in my mind, just like the reasons that were not
supposed to be there.
Painful, yes, but still bearable. When you
have finally run out of answers and all that’s
comforting you are mere possibilities, won’t you get
tired, too? I always ask; I never assume.
If there was any beauty in our relationship,
it was that we were conscious about telling the truth,
no matter how silly, foolish or painful. All along he
was telling me that i was just a friend. Some of his
actions seemed to say otherwise, but that was, of
course, to someone who chose to see more. He would
tell our friends that I was the ideal, or that if ever
he would get into a serious relationship, it would
have to be someone of my caliber or better. So there I
was again, the girl on a pedestal, but never in his
arms.
Despite all this, I stayed on, hoping that
I would in time be able to serve my purpose even as
his friend, not necessarily his best friend, just a
friend. Why? Because I found fulfillment in making him
know them man that he was to me. Because we were both
convenient. There were good and bad reasons, but after
all that was said and done, it was because I was happy
most of all. Then I would wake up one morning not
feeling the same way anymore, less hopeful but more
certain that I wanted more.
I have given it enough time — for us to
grow, for us to be the better persons that we are now.
I would like to think that I gave it enough chance
already. I would like to believe that someday when our
paths cross again, we will see each other in the arms
of people who deserve us best, who are willing to love
us more than we did each other, people who are meant
to be "chosen" and not someone we had to settle for.
I have given it my best — all I have got,
in fact — and I can only give so much. The same with
Ryan. If it were right, I wouldn’t be trying so hard.
Now I have reached this decision, the
decision to say enough. And when you say enough, you
have to mean its over.
It has been a struggle. In my heart, though,
I know that I will be okay. I have to be. My best
friend, whom I visit during lunch breaks at the
nearest church, reminds me that the shortest distance
between my struggle and relief is as short as the
distance between my knees and the floor.
Funny how when we were all little, we could
not wait for the day when we would finally grow up
and fall in love — only to realize that it was so
much easier to deal with scarred knees than broken
hearts. When my sister told me this, I realized that I
was no longer a little girl. I have scarred my knees
more than once and had my heart broken thrice. But I
am still looking forward to the falling and rising,
and everything in between.

Retro Look

2008-10-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

Picture
Make: SONY
Model: DSC-S730
Shutter Speed: 1/1000 second
F Number: F/5.6
Focal Length: 6 mm
ISO Speed: 100
Date Picture Taken: Oct 1, 2008, 11:34:37 AM

Skim

2008-10-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

Skimboarding (or skimming) is a boardsport in which a board is used to ride on an outgoing wave. In Australia it has always been known as skiffle boarding and experienced popularity from the 1950's to 70's with circular boards, and has more recently increased in popularity with more shaped and curved boards. It can be particularly dangerous because it is conducted in very shallow water, riders who fall risk injuries such as dislocations or broken bones.

SOURCE: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skimboarding

Picture
Make: SONY
Model: DSC-S730
Shutter Speed: 1/1000 second
F Number: F/5.6
Focal Length: 6 mm
ISO Speed: 100
Date Picture Taken: Oct 1, 2008, 11:34:37 AM

Your My Sunset

2008-09-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Picture
Make: SONY
Model: DSC-S730
Shutter Speed: 1/80 second
F Number: F/2.8
Focal Length: 6 mm
ISO Speed: 100
Date Picture Taken: Sep 28, 2008, 6:08:25 PM

Artist's Comments

this is inspired by Marques Houston's song "Sunset"...
took this shot in our rooftop my new fave place to hang out...

http://kalay86.deviantart.com/

Sunset by Marques Houston

2008-09-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

Song lyrics | Sunset lyrics

Birds

2008-09-26T07:43:00.000-07:00

~ Cleaning Myself ~

~ LuVisMin ~

These are some of my shots when i visited D` Family park in Nasipit Talamban.
If your intrested with more of my shots, you can visit my DeviantART site
http://kalay86.deviantart.com/
Thanks!

Free Will

2008-09-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

Free Will by: KarlaDeJose

2/24/2004

September II Desktop

2008-09-23T21:40:00.000-07:00

Lastest Picture

2008-09-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

Moment Of Truth

2008-09-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

Song lyrics | Moment Of Truth lyrics

Urban Rivals - Updates 9/18/08

2008-09-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

Play Me

2008-09-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

I took this shot early this morning while working. (lols) First shot is our piano and the second picture is my mobile phone earphones and those two are use for music.

the title "Play Me" is that if you notice, both subjects are not being use. (smart a*s huh? winks!)

PH Clique Guild - Urban Rivals

2008-09-14T04:32:00.000-07:00

Faces

2008-09-13T04:34:00.001-07:00

This is my cousin and my sister,
took this shot using my new Sony Cyber-shot
works pretty well
to see more pictures
please visit
http://kalay86.deviantart.com/

My Sony Cybershot

2008-09-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

Sony Cyber-Shot DSC-S730 key features

Pixels	7.2 megapixels (effective)
Sensor	1/2.5” Super HAD CCD
Lens	Sony lens 35-105mm (35mm equivalent): 3x optical zoom 6x Precision Digital Zoom, 14x Smart Zoom
Display	2.4-inch TFT LCD, resolution 112k dots (approx)
Battery life	Shooting STAMINA up to 440 shots (with Optional NH-AA battery)

Down To Earth

2008-09-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

Took this shot at Poor Clare Monaster,
Lilo-an Cebu City
09/09/08

Gallery Stats as of 090908

2008-09-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

Gallery Stats for kalay86

kalay86 has 4,718 pageviews total and her 359 deviations were viewed 7,762 times. She watches 119 people, while 67 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 888 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 2131,531 times, making about 6.56 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 17 comments for every 10 that she received. times, while she commented

Her deviation with the most comments is First Of August with 50 comments, while her most favourited one is Thanks For The Memories, with 6 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is July Desktop with 150 views.

2 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 0.6 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Friday, with 94 (26%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was July 2008 with 112 (31%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the photography gallery (303), while her favourite category was nature>sky with 63 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 2.47
Favourites per deviation: 0.59
Views per deviation: 21.62
Comments per day: 3.8
Favourites per day: 0.91
Views per day: 33.29
Pageviews per day: 20.24

Urban-Rivals

2008-09-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

A friend from DeviantART gave this link, and i kinda like the game just started playing today. Im currently on Level 10. So since im into this game, im gonna feature it on my blogsite.

Urban Rivals is a free online multi-player card game, although some features (mostly the selling of cards on the market and trading with other players) require monetary purchase of Credits (see below) which can be purchased for as low as 2 Euros. Each card represents a character (some of which are based on real people or well-known fictional characters). Each character has a specific Power and Damage, and belongs to a clan. Some cards have abilities that are either triggered or countered by another card's ability. However, a card should be at a certain level to reach that ability.
( source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urban-Rivals)

if your intrested in joining, pls visit this site: http://www.urban-rivals.com/

4321 Views On DeviantART

2008-09-07T18:16:00.000-07:00

We're No Angels (1989)

2008-09-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 7, 2008, 12:22 AM

Mood: Compassion
Listening to: Jason Mraz - O. Lover
Watching: We're No Angels
Eating: Sandwich
Drinking: Water

i was at the hospital visiting my mom, she's admitted for 5 days now. and i was (watching) this movie at HBO or Cinemax with Robert De Niro (Ned) and Sean Penn were they played as a couple of escaped convicts on the run find refuge with the Church when they are mistaken for two priests and i was moved with this quote when Seam Penn (Jim) give his speech infront of many people during a mass celebration.
Jim: [as Father Brown, he is asked to give a speech to the town. He reads from a brochure stuck in his Bible that says "An Encounter with a Bear"] Have you ever felt alone, with no one to rely on? Danger on every hand, in a world fraught with danger, and when I looked into my pocket, what did I find? What did I find? [flips the brochure over - it's an ad for guns]

Jim: Nothing. There's nothing there. It's all in your head. Look, they can take the money from you. They can take the position from you. People turn their back on you. Everything happens to everybody! And you ain't gonna find nothing in your pocket to stave it off. Nothing can stave it off! Power doesn't do it. Because you never have enough. Money? I don't know. You know anyone who's got enough money? [holds up his Bible]

Jim: Is God good? I don't know. All I know is... something may give you comfort. And maybe you deserve it. If it comforts you to believe in God, then you do it. That's your business.

..Hope you'll be move too