Sunday, January 4, 2009

Holidays Are Long Gone

So all the non stop eating, watching tv, and fireworks are long gone! Holiday break is officially over, by tomorrow normal people will be busy with work and school again. It was a long holiday, I heard some people was even worried about the 5 days holiday for new year! why would they? well, they have their reasons and I have mine! hehe

For five days, i got the chance to be super duper lazy! well, im always lazy.. haha Over the holidays i got to showcase my ala cooking stuff, mostly spaghetti and salads since those are my specialties. I received a sms from a friend early this morning about asking ourselves how much we weigh after all the eating the past few days. I gotta say, i ate alot! tons of food, from christmas to papa's birthday then yaya's and mine and not to mention new year, imagine all the eating I had to do back then? That sms made me think. So i thought, since I never had any New Years resolution maybe it would be nice to have one this year. I have to admit Im not getting any younger so by tomorrow (monday) i will wake up early like 6am to do some exercise especially tredmill so that i can put it into use, and eat less! LESS! and i will apply into cooking classes with friends, im getting the hang of cooking and main reason is, i dont know how to cook at all! fry yah! hehe and im gonna start drinking tea instead of cola's and eat fruits and avoid junkfoods. By next semester i wanna enroll myself and get back with my studies too since Im to lazy to earn money might as well continue my studie where i left off.

I wanted all this changes, because I wanna do it for someone. I met this guy, and his pretty nice. I'd love to think his my prince in a white horse and rescue me from what I've become. Hopefully he'll accept me for who I am. I always remind him that I am not the sexiest girl on earth not even close and I dont look good compared to his Ex's but Im gonna do my best to work things out with him. Thou, sometimes Im scared because "its too good to be true" having him is such a convenience for me and that his willing to do everything for me yet I tend to hold back, just scared that i might find myself falling again expecting him to be there to catch me. Im getting the hang of having him around day and night yet a piece of me still holds on how much I could love this guy. You know what he does everyday, he'd text me after he wakes up, he'd call me, and check all my updates with my blog and deviantART account. His my number 1 fan and I love everytime he praise and compliments my work. I hope, we work things out. I really do.

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