Give me an INSPIRATION. Not FRIENDSHIP.

Give me an INSPIRATION...just a bit of it.
In a deeper context.
Not PLATONIC.
Just a bit of LOVE...to sustain ME.
your LOVE - That is.

Does Friendship end when LOVE begins?Or does it go on two ways? Vice-versa?
It is sad to think that you have to keep your feelings hidden within when it tends to develop in the span of your friendship...simply because you're afraid to jeopardize something that is preciously shared - THE FRIENDSHIP.

What is more sad is when you don't have an inkling of whether you share the same feelings mutually...you would think it unfair when you realize that the other person don't even seem to care..other that treating you - A FRIEND. No more than that.

This is where confusion sets in...when a hullabaloo of conflicting emotions emerges, you would think that you have gone nuts..you lose focus about almost everything and at lucid intervals, you are influenced with a belief that -YOUR LIFE EXISTS SOLELY FOR HIM. No one else.

He has become your bloodline,sort of.
From the time you wake up, and even after you retire in bed at night - HE'S THERE...never leaving..haunting every hour of your everydays....funny how your once quiet world be changed dramatically into something chaotic...when it is supposedly - MAGIC.

Give me an INSPIRATION.
Not FRIENDSHIP.

Somehow, you felt the urge to beg at times, especially when it comes to a point wherein:
HE becomes the air that you breathe.
HE - your LIFE...leaving you helpless.
Killing you softly..a day at time.

The sweetest SUICIDE - NOT FAR FROM THAT.